SilentMoans42

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It Ends Here Tonight by SilentMoans42, literature

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It Ends Here Tonight

I feel so hollow inside, I'm missing something, That has been lost for so long, I would give up everything just to find it, Hello? I believe in it, It is taking over me, In a city so dead, I'm hanging on to a breakable thread, I can't wait my whole life, I'm taking my last breath, Can't I wake from my horrible dream? No, Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken, Suddenly I know I'm not dreaming, Hello? I'm still here, Pinned to this bed, To wait for eternity, All I want to say is I love you, And I'm not afraid, Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? All my thoughts are of you, A world of fragile things, Look for m

You said you loved me by SilentMoans42, literature

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You said you loved me

Once you said you loved me, and that if you didn't have a girlfriend, I would be, I trusted you with my life, You said you would always be there. Once you said that you couldn't live without me, and I believed you, you said to me if I wasn't here, you may be dead. Once you told me that I knew everything, and I laughed, you said to me that I took away your pain, and I held you through it all. Once you said you loved me... and I love you too. By: Difi

I give you the key to my heart by SilentMoans42, literature

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I give you the key to my heart

I feel so alone, I only wish someone besides my shadow would be with me, I feel as if I walk on the streets of my broken heart, but you stood there, you mended my heart, for I once was broken, but now I am fixed, at times I feel so cold, then you are there to warm me, your the one keeping me alive, for without you I would be gone, you told me you love me, and at times I ave trouble believing, if only you were here with me, but I'm here without you, waiting in this empty room, waiting to be saved, missing you, wanting you, only you can save me now, only you can mend this broken heart, only you can release it from its resti

Suicide is the only way out by SilentMoans42, literature

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Suicide is the only way out

I feel so much pain, It is too much weight on my shoulders, I cannot stand it any longer, Suicide is the only way out now, Forgive me, My love, Don't forget me, But please forgive me, Ill love you forever, Tell them im sorry, Tell them i couldn't run anymore, Tell them i love them, Tell them not to forget me, This blade in front of me, It looks all to familiar, I run it across my skin, As the blood rushes from the wound, Maybe this time, It won't stop, Maybe this time, I hit the right spot, Please forgive me, for what i've done, Please forgive me, for the pain ive caused you, I'll love you all, always, Especially my

Welcome to my life by SilentMoans42, literature

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Welcome to my life

It hurts so much in side, You have no idea, what it's like, To be me, You don't know what it is like, To be pushed around, when you are down, You have no idea, What it is like, To be pulled down, In a time of need, You have no idea, What it is like to be lonely, You have no idea, what I go through everyday, You have no idea, How much it hurts, You have no idea, what I feel inside, You have no idea, How much you are corrupting me inside, You have no idea, how much you hurt me, So leave me be, No you don't know what it's like, Welcome to my life. By: Difi

Alone by SilentMoans42, literature

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Alone

You hurt me so bad, Why my best friend and not me? There is no reason to be glad, Why can't you see? You really can't see the pain, Can you? Now the weather is just rain, You were my glue, You held me together, When I fell apart, But now you're just a blister, And I'll need a new start, I don't know where to go, Without you I am lost, I'll try to outgrow, And I'll try to uncross, My paths have been washed away, And I still love you, I need you to show the way, I thought you were my boo, I know it was a lie, And it will never come back, Why don't you just hit me with a pie? I need a new track, Won't you heal these wound

My Apologies by SilentMoans42, literature

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My Apologies

All my love, I did show, for I don't know why, I ever let her go, and now she lies here, in front of me, as I bear a crystal tear, i loved her so, If only she could see, that without her, My life is just misery, if only she was here, What happened? I do not know, for all i know, is of the blow, the blow that leaves me here, im here alone, to wait and see, what is shown, and get this person in jail, for what they did to my sweet girl, they will never know the pain, that is still a swirl, in my heart, now filled with pain, i wish I never let her go, now there is nothing to gain, i can never go on, all I know, is th

Dying in your Arms by SilentMoans42, literature

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Dying in your Arms

I love you so, For don't you see? I'm dying in your arms, Waiting for you to awaken, and see the truth, that i'm dying in your arms, i've waited for eternity, to have you for my own, i'm dying in your arms, waiting for you to see me, waiting for you to hold me, i mourn my love for you, but you don't hear it, I need you to live, to breath, I close my eyes to disappear, sometimes I wish you would fade to black, but my mind won't let it happen, and without you I feel broken, only you can fix it, i'm dying in your arms, where are you? I miss you, I need you. - Difi

Can't Help Falling in Love... by SilentMoans42, literature

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Can't Help Falling in Love...

I still love you so, I kno you don't feel it anymore, I know you just want to be friends, But I think about you day and night, It hurts to know, What we had is lost, It hurts to know, That you don't want it back, It hurts to know, That I can never bring it back, I hear your voice, And fall into a different world, Where it is just me and you, I can't help falling in love with you, I can't help thinking of you, I can't help needing you, I;m falling for you, All over again, I'm loving you more, Every single second, I want to give up, But that would only hurt us more, Think of the things, That you once said, Wonder back to

Forgive Me by SilentMoans42, literature

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Forgive Me

I've done some bad things in my life, I've gone in the wrong direction, I told them that I was fine, and that he would never hurt me, I was wrong about what I said, He hurt me and abused me, I told myself he loves me, and that he is doing it because I was bad, I tried hard not to cry, and I told myself I wouldn't die, He locked me in the closet, Hanging from some chains, Like I was his doll to play with, No one ever found me, No one ever knew, The pain he caused me, Just for him to feel good, I know he had a hard life, And he wasn't taking it out on me, I was wrong and I ignored it, I hoped he wouldn't do it, but he told

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: My house...duh
Favourite genre of music: emo/punk/rock....etc.
Favourite photographer: Me...i guess
MP3 player of choice: I got a pretty pink one. And idk how to put songs on it :D
Shell of choice: my shell...of coarse, lol
Wallpaper of choice: Peter Wentz :D
Skin of choice: MINE!!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: DANNY PHANTOM FOREVER!, Stewie, Homer, Bender(Futurama), Inuyasha
Personal Quote: your mom fucktard.

Favourite Visual Artist

ummm......idk

Favourite Movies

The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Saw II, The Nightmare Before Christmas...many more

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Taking Back Sunday, The Academy Is..., AFI, Kelly Clarkson

Favourite Writers

Poet: Shel Silverstein Writer: Libba Bray

Favourite Games

The favoritest one of all, of coarse

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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Many, many, many, many, many, ..........

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stuff.....nothing specific

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SilentMoans42

Aug 19, 2006

NEW ACCOUNT

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ok so i got really bored with this account. LIKE REALLY BORED WITH THIS ACCOUNT. so i made a new one. for anyone that cares. its: rywafflez ADD AND STUFF. i shall have some stuff up shortly. =]

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SilentMoans42

Jul 17, 2006

cant wait til tues.

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So im going to see Panic! at the Disco on tuesday and i cant wait. I'm going with holly and its going to be uber fun. And tomorrow my sister ig going to finish dying my hair pink. yay! XD bright ass magenta pink. that should be fun. fuckass(aka tom) is pissing me off because he wont forgiveing me for doing something that i didnt know that i did and i dont understand it. he makes me sad. boys suck. except for meatball. and pete wentz. and sonny moore. and ryan ross. and all those other hot emo//scene guys from bands. and from myspace XD yea. well imma go. cause i got nothing else to say. so.... kbye.

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SilentMoans42

May 13, 2006

im the emoxqueen. deal.

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so this is a convo with this kid damien on aim and we were fighting over who is more emo. and i soooo won. so now im the emoxqueen yo. :D emo xx stfu (4:31:42 PM): yo homie KjottVogn (4:31:52 PM): hey whats up yo emo xx stfu (4:32:33 PM): nothin much yo emo xx stfu (4:32:38 PM): hbu? yo. KjottVogn (4:33:08 PM): chillaxin hollerin up at some bitches emo xx stfu (4:33:30 PM): hahaha. your funny yo. emo xx stfu (4:33:32 PM): emo xx stfu (4:33:57 PM): yea...anyways. im done now. emo xx stfu (4:34:07 PM): how was your today? KjottVogn (4:34:23 PM): bangin yo KjottVogn (4:34:25 PM): you? emo xx stfu (4:35:34 PM): idk. i had t